The Power of Two
The power of two. Maybe there's three. Day one, no change. I did yoga and he missed me. He could have joined me. He wants to get a motorcycle. He's looking for where he belongs. I am looking for connection into one person. He's trying to find himself, I'm looking for someone like me. I think it could be E. There's adventure and a drive for life there. Instead of broken survival, maybe there's drive to live everyday like it's the last. Enough trama to see value but not enough to cause havoc. I'm grasping. I found someone as odd and imagined as I am but I don't want to be with him past a few hours. I really want my alone time. Will it always be that way? I miss him when I can't talk to him but that's young interest, what happens when they fades. What happens when my sexual validation is too old to be used? What will I have then? A marriage built on the financial goals to the common hobby or a different one I can't seem to envisio...
